So Joey showed up with his tools

So I'm am sooooo stressed out. I just got the kids down for a nap. Sat on the couch to eat my lunch, TWO bites into my spaghetti and I see lights move across my wall from the reflection off the front window of the truck as it pulled into my drive way. I look out and it is Joey in a little truck and some other dude driving..witch is SOOO weird because Joey has a company truck, so at first i though maybe his truck broke down and he needed a ride home.

He comes threw the door and says "they fired me" I said " are you serious?" and he gave me this look yeah, I have to go get the tools out of the back of his truck... and sure enough...it was real

He was talking about taking another job..if he was able to get a crew together..and apparently one of the boss guys heard about it...not saying no names..lol and so they fired him because of it.

So he was home and called about the other job and told them well some how they got wind of it and that they fired him and that he needs a job NOW...and well He was told to call in the AM to see if they need another crew or not. So now we don"t even know if will get this job.

Tomorrow i'm going to file for food stamps and WIC and possible help with some other bills so we don"t crash and have to go with out what ever it is we need to go with out.

Poor Britney is SOOOO excited about her birthday coming up and that we are going to have a girls day out and this happens.

I feel SOOOO bad. I don't even know if I will have the 50 bucks to get her, or even part of that so we can go shopping and out to eat just me and her. I feel soo bad. I think i'm fixing to list my camera up for sale so we will still be able to do her birthday. She and I were sooo looking forward to it.

if it isn't one thing it is another...I don't think there is any way I will sleep tonight....

Wild Hair

So i got the wild hair up my butt..lol I"m cleaning my house. I have got the kitchen finished, stove top included. Just a few dishes in the sink to do. Laundry going. Rugs washed and fixing to be out side in the wonderful sun. A load of clothes next and then a load of diapers if there is enough in the diaper pail. I will be working on my living room next. Our TV is coming home today. The lap went out and had to send it in to be replaced. My computer monitor is going to get fixed now. It went out a few days ago, i'm SOOO glad I have my little laptop..lol I would be lost..:) The bad news is that i'm loosing my sewing table..lol it was nice having a nice long table to work on for the last two weeks. I just need to shit out the 30-40 bucks and go buy me one...lol I have a nice huge dining table but the kids always have shit on it, and they eat on it and i dont trust my sewing machine and serger to thier clumsy asses..lol cost waaay to much for that. I have two doll diapers to finishes up today and mail out tomorrow for a mamma, and i'm geting a bunch of clothes for Britney hopefully they will be here for her b day....if not oh well i wil just tellher they are coming..giggle..:P

I can't believe she is turning ten. it is crazy!!! The last few days she has had many questions about her period...when why will it hurt...the normal 10 yr old questions.giggle. I'm glad she feels comforable to come talk to me, as a step mom, it makes me feel all giggly in side...lol even thought who else would she ask?...lol Joey wont tell her anything..lol and Her mom is rarly around...I hope she calls for brits sake on her b day...not for mine...i hate it when she calls. Cause i see my babys hurtting. It isn't fair to them..well that is a nother post


offfff tooooo cllllllleeeeeeaaaaannnnnn more..LOL and the kiddoes will be home soon with homework..YAY..NOT...lol

So it is Hunting season...UGH..lol

So it is opening weekend. Well Bow season. So Joey was alllll excited...and driving me crazy. I got his hunting clothes was with his sent a away stuff..giggle and all that good stuff. He got his bow out and ready to go. Or so he thought. He wakes up Saturday morning and realizes his release * trigger thingy that hooks on to the string..to pull it back * is missing. So it is crazy early and he asks me if i have seen it and i  mumble. I gave it to you 2 or 3 times a couple months ago and i told you to put it up a million times and i put it some where but i don't remember where...LOL well we never found it and he ended up using one of his brothers extra ones, that joey ended up giving him a while back..lol

So he is out hunting and well i guess a  deer came out and i think he said it had a spike on one side..? but i don't remember..lol and well he went to shoot it and the deer ducked down and the arrow went over him...lol so he missed it...:( i was really hoping for some deer meat.

He went later in the day and he saw nothing at all. and Didn't get up thusmornig to go cause he was tired..lol But as soon as he was up and awake about 9 ish he says " Man i should of went hunting"...lol I'm not sure if he will be going tonight or not..but i believe he will though..lol

SO the update

Well me and Joey did actually sit down and talk....well about a couple things.

We will bring up having and a baby again at the beginning of the year and see where we stand...lol Well where Joey stands i know where i will "standing"..lol My mind is set..no changing it..:)

We also talked about his new job offer. It looks like he will be taking the job when/if he find the crew he wants and lines all his ducks in a row...and talk to the big guys at the other company about it. So it looks like I will me a Married, single mother again..UGH. And we will be trying to get prego while he is out of town...hopefully it wont take a year to get prego like it did with Kole...UGH It really makes me sad and upset but knowing that i will sooner or later get prego, and Joey will be happy at a new job doing what he wants/loves to be doing makes it all worth it.

Pull up I made

So I just made these. Arnt they cute as can be? They are sponge bob...giggle. They have a Cotton outer. Hidden PUL. Flannel inner so he will feel wet. And Sherpa soaker. The sides are cotton interlock.

They were sooo easy to make. I will be making a BUNCH of these. These are perfect for night and going out. He is normally nude durning the day..lol But I need to get him potty trained when he has clothes on..lol With winter coming up he will be clothes most of the time, as it will be cold..:P. And i would really love for him to be potty trained fully in the next 3-4 months so i wont have to worry about it when i get prego with the next one..:P So i can be a lazy prego...LOL



Ignore food in his mouth..lol



Joeys home!

So joey got home last night. It was nice going to bed in his arms. And i actually went to bed at a decent time. I woke up before the alarm wide awake. Then I laid there trying to go back to sleep and the alarm went off. got up and got the kids up and out the door and then Joey woke up with a nice heart warming FART. After i get the kids out the door i crawled back in bed and well joey is WIDE awake also..lol So we laid in bed talking, Kole ended up waking up, and then 15 mins later laura. We are fixing to go cook breakfast, sausage and eggs. And then we will be off to walmart to get Joeys Hunting licence so he can get DEER this season...YEEEEHAW. lol We are about out from last year, if we aren't out already..lol Well off to cook



OH...the convo never happened....imagine that though...

So I "read" him wrong TMI warning

Brought up the baby thing again with my husband. We are suppose to talk about it more tonight so I will update with that later IF it happens.

It started with having some issues with my IUD. I realized over the weekend I was at my moms that a bunch of women have these issues with their IUD. So I'm not alone. The only reason to really fix the problem is to get it removed. Witch is fine by me...giggle..past post explains why..lol. I am also in need of a up today PAP. I haven't had one since I had the postpartum visit after I had Kole at 6 weeks, and then a week later I had my IUD placed. So it has been 2years. My grandmother died a little over a year ago from Cervical cancer. So it scares me to death.

So Joey called and asked what I was doing and I told him that I was fixing to call the Doctor to see what it would cost to get in, and then he asked why..giggle...but anyways I also told him I had been doing some research about the IUD, and that I will be talking to my doc to make sure I don't have a Bacteria infection witch could also be the problem, if that is the case... antibiotic will fix it. I told him I was having issues with my IUD, and I could here the "WTF" flags flying up in his head...HAHAHA WHAT KIND OF ISSUES...lol But I told him..giggle.

He said then we are not having sex..lol and I laughed and said Yay ok...lol sure. I said If I get the IUD out that we will talk about another form of BC until we are ready for another baby. I said not the pill, as I got prego with Jared. He said the patch and told him I think it got recalled. Then he said the shot, and I told him no I wouldn't get on the shot before we had a baby. I was on it after Jared and I didn't get prego till 3 years after I took my last dose. We tried for a year to get prego, and finally did. So I don't want to get on it and have to wait another year before I get prego. And he said no..., so now I'm not sure where he stands. I'm not don't have kids. i want to try again for a little girl, yes I have a chance of it being a boy...we all do..but I would love to have a girl..but if it is a boy...oh well I will love him too. Just like i did with Kole..lol I wanted him to be a little girl too..lol And he is my asshole baby...LOL I don't want to wait till Kole is in school. I want them close together. He just turned two so even if I get prego RIGHT now. Kole will be closer to three. He would have a blast with a baby * brother or sister *. He would be a big helper, and be a great big brother. Might be jealous that the baby will have his "bees" ..lol but he would love it as much as I would. I just really don't feel waiting till he goes to school works for me.

I don't need to buy anything for a baby...like I explain in the last post about this...

I don't know I will wait and see what we speak about tonight and see how it goes..I will update later..:)